thing is that i have 2 weeks now that i am doing nothing. I am supposed to study hard, but i have done nothing. Instead i am spending 10 hours a day on the net, mostly surfing through blogs. I found some great stuff. And at night i watch every series left, so it doesn't feel left out. Friends are calling me for drinks and i kindly decline, i blame it on the studying. And then i feel guilty because i turned my dear friends down, and i feel guilty some more, because the reason is true but i am not following through. What the hell. I don't know, i don't feel like doing much. I am generally lazy, but i think the last two months that he's away it's gotten worse. Phew..I wish all of you are in a greater mood.