the shitty

thing is that i have 2 weeks now that i am doing nothing. I am supposed to study hard, but i have done nothing. Instead i am spending 10 hours a day on the net, mostly surfing through blogs. I found some great stuff. And at night i watch every series left, so it doesn't feel left out. Friends are calling me for drinks and i kindly decline, i blame it on the studying. And then i feel guilty because i turned my dear friends down, and i feel guilty some more, because the reason is true but i am not following through. What the hell. I don't know, i don't feel like doing much. I am generally lazy, but i think the last two months that he's away it's gotten worse. Phew..I wish all of you are in a greater mood.

Sales

I started this blog and i felt very cconfident about myself, about how i was gonna write every day. So funny, i never kept any promise to myself. But now i feel free to write whenever i like and if i have anything to say. It's not restraining. So tonight

Tonight I have no words for you
Made a promise to say so much
Oh I can only steal from you
What already belongs to us
I would like to sing a firestorm
And not some rich and soothing well
Well all such lines are forbidden now
And it's you I cannot touch


i miss my other half so much..

I feel new

Today is such a beautiful day. It was sunny, then it rained heavily and now everyhting's clean again. Fresh. I cleaned my balcony and it smells like earth. So nice. I am waiting for the snails to come out and play. Did you know that all land snails are hermaphrodites? They perform a ritual courtship before mating, which can last up to 12 hours..i kind of find it romantic. And I miss you. *

I know

that there is probably no one out there who cares, but i am back. I am just wishing for better weather. I have been watching lost, listening to new musics and preparing things for work. At the same time. I find myself fascinated again by the awesomeness that is Nirvana. I feel like i am 13 again, and you know what - it feels nice! This weekend it's gonna be sleeping, eating, nirvaning and reading "Uncle Takis" by G.Xanthoulis. Hope you enjoy yourselves as well!!

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy

"Dumb" by Nirvana

I admit it

ok. I suffer from a condition called O.C.D. (obsessive compulsive disorder) in a lot of things in my everyday life, but especially with my music. I find out about a new album and it's all i listen to for a month until I'm totally sick of it and I don't listen to it ever again. Two months ago it was Franz Ferdinand. One month ago the Kings of Leon. This month it's definitely the new Yeah Yeah Yeah's album. It's brilliant and you're gonna get really tired of me posting their lyrics.. Sorry, my condition is untreatable

All along, not so strong without these open arms.
Hold on tight.
All along, not that strong without these open arms.
Lie beside.
All along, not so strong without these open arms.
Ride beside.

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

The Yeah Yeah Yeah's- Runaway

Ironic much?

Today's weather feels like an irony to my yesterday post! My beloved city comes today to defy me..Still she has all my chances! Even in this moody day, i hear the rain drops and it makes me more productive, more alive and somewhat more determined. So again dance until you're dead, cause heads will roll on the floor. Quick, don't hesitate! Grab someone and feel **

Athens in the spring

These past few days Athens is so beautiful! I could write thousands upon thousands of words about her beauty in the sun, during August or in the night. But today's post is about Sundays in the spring. When the light becomes slowly softer, and the sky bluer, and the clouds are white and grey, like in a painting. The pavements shine, people wear scarves and sunglasses, they smile more, flirt more and sink in couches eating apple pies at a Sunday afternoon. It's so unbelievably beautiful! Strolling down the streets, with this song in my ears:

Off with your head
Dance until you're dead
Heads will roll
Heads will roll
Heads will roll
Heads will roll
On the floor

I still remember

the first time i met you. the first look you gave me. the first time i touched your shoulder. the first bite. the first concert we went together. the first trip. the first i love you from my part which remained unanswered. it always reminded me of this song..

There is no if.. - The Cure

Remember the first time I told you I love you -
It was raining hard and you never heard -
You sneezed! and I had to say it over
"I said I love you" I said... you didn't say a word


Just held your hands to my shining eyes
And I watched as the rain ran through your fingers
Held your hands to my shining eyes and smiled as you kissed me...

"if you die" you said "so do i" you said...
And it starts the day you make the sign
"tell me I'm forever yours and you're forever mine
Forever mine... "

There is no always forever... just this...
Just this...

to the mysteries of the night

Sometimes I feel that you're a part of me,
Although it don't seem real it's how I want it to be
But if you can't stay, then I'll understand
You're just sawdust in my empty hand
If you can't decide I'll still be true
Just open wide; I'm here for you

Love is the drug for me

The past 3 days were a bit ugly for me. I was sick and i had so much work waiting for me. Which was..conveniently postponed for the next weekend. Maybe. Will see.. I also missed a concert i wanted to attend. Isn't it so stupid when you want to do so many things and something just doesn't let you. Felt powerless and small. But i had someone to take care of me. At least that's something.
Wrong: That's everything.

Will it burn out in the end?

You're answering questions that have not yet been asked
All sparks will burn out in the end
You burn like you're bouncing cigarettes on the road
All sparks will burn out in the end

I need

some mental nourishment. I've reached to the point that I'm old enough now to stop being so o.c.d. all the time. Not only about objects and situations but people. I have to decide. I can't go wasting my turn here with shallow, not mind-challenging, unartistic talks. I must let go. I should just be.
Otherwise it's a sin

So alive

Today I watched the boats
Moving through the harbor
Walking on water
In your arms I'd stay


Forever if I could
Forever if I may
Keep me in your thoughts, don't disappear




Good night..

The second best thing

in case of emergency, here's the link:
http://www.mcphee.com/items/11723.html

Christian Louboutin

I so wanna buy these shoes...
Even though i can't walk in them..

Shit..

THEY'RE ALL BLACK...

breathe me

Ouch
I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found

Yeah
I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me