I still remember

the first time i met you. the first look you gave me. the first time i touched your shoulder. the first bite. the first concert we went together. the first trip. the first i love you from my part which remained unanswered. it always reminded me of this song..

There is no if.. - The Cure

Remember the first time I told you I love you -
It was raining hard and you never heard -
You sneezed! and I had to say it over
"I said I love you" I said... you didn't say a word


Just held your hands to my shining eyes
And I watched as the rain ran through your fingers
Held your hands to my shining eyes and smiled as you kissed me...

"if you die" you said "so do i" you said...
And it starts the day you make the sign
"tell me I'm forever yours and you're forever mine
Forever mine... "

There is no always forever... just this...
Just this...